The entire time you were here I’d do anything for you
 And you knew it

 And you didn’t mention it
But I knew you knew it.

I pushed and pulled and squeezed my way through to you
Bent the rules and crawled up under the blankets and latched on to you

Not him or her or them
Just you

Bending and shaping and trying to be your perfect fit.

But I didn’t fit
Anywhere
Not with you

And I’m sorry for trying so hard

You’re fixing it
You’re fixing you

 You’re going out and fitting in and making people happy and they’re making you happy

But it's not me
And it won’t be me
And if it was me, you’d deny me

You were the only nice one but you were only nice in private

Keep up the method act, I’m taking note of your patterns

Keep away until you’re falling in and out and cant take it anymore

But I guess I cant take you anymore
And by can’t I mean won’t

Just because I refuse to doesn’t mean I don’t want to

Want you

Because I do