You see

I have never felt what I am feeling, 

and I have never been in a position like this before

And I'm afraid

Because you've been here, many times, and I am new and unsure and wanting to ask questions

Questions you know the answers to but don't want to talk about 

And I know you've been here before but tell me,

What's different now?

You bought a girl a ring but she left you and she kept it 

And you spent $60 on flowers but she left and they died anyways

I just want to find a pumpkin, kiss you, and hide from you in a maze and try to jump out and scare you, even though in the dirt you could just follow my footprints to my hiding place anyways

You see, I just a box of chocolates on Valentines Day

Why not me?

Do you love me like you loved them or do you stay to have something to do?

Do you love me like you loved them?

I'm the one that is weak and I'm the one that can't do any better

Just tell me, do you love me like you loved them?

Will I get a ring and flowers and a box of chocolates on Valentines Day?

Do you see this ending the way the others ended? Because me, I will not leave you

All I ask is to be loved by you, 

and if it's not to selfish of me, to be more important than them

I've never been here before, once it happens so many times do we all start to seem the same?

Do we all feel the same?

Is there a huge gap in your chest at the thought of losing me, or was it like that for all of us?

Why can't I have what they had? 

Do you love me like you loved them?